So I’ve talked about during the 90s and up to our 2000 race kind of became addition to me particularly in men’s rights actually starting out of that Wells Fargo but also I was getting a lot of kind of weird Street behavior you know attitude coming out of nowhere. That also in the workplace as blacks really stuck together in a very office politics way very visibly I didn’t like that. So in the 2000 area I decided to take on this issue of white rights and civil rights and equal rights and not renew it of Rights for equity. Doing much of this my mother was terrified and thought she’d lose everything lose a house lose everything. I know now why she was so terrified about this I think first of all I should say she shared my belief about blacks. She had a few about jews. All right back to the topic again I think she was really afraid that could chair aside might be identified somewhere and that knowing now she was so terrified about my ever talking about the issue of race with anyone. And say don’t be so loud they’ll hear us and things like that I was talking to your part about race. I now believe she felt herself a fugitive on the matter of race and the couture ties. When I was talking to Becky Harrison I was sure the videos I was watching like freedom bloggers and say it should be legal to talk and write about this stuff but my mother thinks it’s terrifying she’s going to lose everything. I now believe the underlying fear my mother had was that couture connection and that ever being found out. My mother seemed extremely terrified about the whole subject but I couldn’t understand why.